sometimes...ya just wanna give up. but you can't. you fight like you always have...and you keep fightin till the day you die.

that's life.

that's amore.

that sucks.

peace, love, and lost causes.

A morte

in times of need...all sorts of weather...ya there by my side..two birds of a feather...yous my best friend. whether i'm wrong..whether i'm right...ever present...right beside me in a fight...yous my best friend. makin me smile...always around...helping me through..especially when i'm down..yous my best friend. givin me strength when i wanna quit...never leavin...don't take any shit...yous my best friend. whether i'm laughin...whether i cry...watchin my back...till the day that i die...yous my best friend...with me always...never fails...stickin with me...through blood guts and hell...yous my best friend. thanks for watchin over me...and getting me to repent...no doubt about it...you gotta be heaven sent...yous my best friend...and i'd be dead withoutcha. thanks. <3 david

Yea...i'm sorry. this is what happens when you have silent reading time for 30 minutes and you don't have a book....you write...you think and you write...then you write some more...and eventually you have this.

I'm so sorry sweetheart...i don't know what to say... i'd do anything in my power to make it be ok... i love you and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i'm not perfect and i'm sorry that i'm mean. i'm sorry things didn't work out between us, maybe they weren't what they seemed. I'm sorry you don't love me , and i'm sorry that we're through...maybe this time apart will make you realize that i mean it when i say i love you. I'm sorry we're so far apart and that i made you cry...i'm sorry i can't sit down beside you and stare into your eyes...and tell you that i love you...and that i'll never leave...that i'd fill those stupid gaps in your heart...and the spaces in between....i'd love you forever and a day...and not a second more...and i hope you think of me when you lie down at night...wanting me to walk through your bedroom door.

hope ya liked it. if not...go die. lol.

proud mary...keep on burnin.

peace, love, and half days.

this is one of the best quotes from a movie i've ever heard. read it...its super.

I love you and not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced attraction puppy dog way although I'm sure that's what you call it. I love you, very simply, very truly. You're the epitome of everything I've ever looked for in another human being and I know you think of me as just a friend and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd ever consider. But I had to say it, I just can't take this anymore, I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels, I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably like queer our friendship, but I had to say it cause I've never felt this way before and I don't care, I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this out tonight means that we can't hang out anymore then that hurts me but God I couldn't allow another day without getting it out there regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot down and you know I'll accept that but I know, I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment and if there is a moment of hesitation then that means you feel something too and all I ask is that you please not dismiss that and try to dwell on it for just 10 seconds. There isn't another soul on this whole planet who has made me half of the person I am when I'm with you. And I'd risk this friendship for a chance to take it to the next plateau because it's there between you and me you can't deny that. Even if we never talk again after tonight please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me.

isn't that great?...the answer is yes...yes it is...and to cure your wondering...did he get the girl after that long, beautiful, drawn out speech in the pouring rain?...he didn't. know why? cause life is messed up like that and sometimes you just get kicked in the balls....then you're down on the ground...and you're holding yourself...and someone comes up behind you and starts kicking you still. its just not fair. but hey, that's life.

gracias mia...

have a good rest of the week.

anger, hate, and fight club.